Prayer Mat

I salute the morning on a blue yoga mat I picked up at “America’s Biggest Thrift Store.” I seldom roll it up. It lays on the floor of the kitchen like a welcome mat.  Sometimes those that stop by recognize it as a yoga mat and walk around it. I was a little taken back the first time somebody tromped over it with no heed to the Kundalini, the Hatha, the Vinyassa, the aerial silks or even the hot stuff.  But now it’s let them all come. To be honest my morning prayer/stretch routine was a little feeble anyway. I distract easily. I lose track of which stretches I’ve done and which I haven’t. I worry I have early onset dementia. I try to be conscious of my breathing, but end up thinking about what I need to get done and how I’m already running late.  I fear going to an actual yoga class where I’m sure I’d be corrected for years of incorrect poses.  


Just let me do my version of child’s pose in the dusty barn boot tracks of Eli my Amish neighbor who is raising 9 children with his wife LaVina, Verna in low cut black work boots plain comes by to hang curtains I asked her to sew, Andy drops in with wet clay on the rims of his heels with his draft horse plow team of Chester, Timmy, Molly and Dolly waiting outside.  Let me receive communion as I do a chest opening pose in hay chaff that fell from the pant cuff of Ezra who stopped by to ask for a ride to an Amish farmer twenty miles over that also pulls teeth.  Let all the feet come: work boots, barefoot, dirty white socks from leaky boots, going to church shiny black. May all paths intersect on this mat. A cross roads scuffed by breath, manure, animal, plant melding into a soil that sings a song, grows a prayer, loves a neighbor.

Christmas Eve Poem 2019

Sitting on the deck here at Swamp Camp with morning sun warming the nape of my neck. Trying to deworm myself of the squirmies that make me think I need to “Work, work, work , work , work work work….” All is calm ‘cept for the the neighbors coon digs warming up for the midnight choir. Winter’s angle of light fills pools gently pulsing in reflections of Cypress at ease with their gnarls and the storms survived and yet to come. There is brokenness all around. The old trailer wracked by floods and meth cooking. Love notes of Red and Jamie Lynn inscribed on moldy bedroom walls and the fish cleaning table. Geaux Saints keep marching in and the Light keeps getting through shimmering out of this diminished thing.

Unencumbered

Unencumbered(or how to get your crown)

To wake up to the call of “Daylight in the Swamp”

To hurry knowing there is much to do, but where to start? To round the corner of the porch deck toward the smell of breakfast and have your gait paused by the nonchalance of the white egret: swoop from dead tree,, spear fish with beak, perch near wild azalea.

And just as the day before, when kayaking the river, this same egret had been the haunched guide on every river bend to reassure, “Yes though you may not realize it you’re doing fine.”(flap wings... fly ahead) “Yes this is the way though you may not see it” (hurtle on to wait at next point of uncertainty/anxiety)  Yes this really is what you are seeking, stay the course.”

This minister with the white robe doesn’t shout, tremble or strike much of a cadence.  Again with nonchalance listing and repeating back to you, your story:

Yes the swamp is a scary place but look how you met the snake coiled in the branch above the flood water, eye to eye. Twice.  

Yes the swamp is the low point where the sadness of human sin suspends in the water before lodging in muck forever.  You can not begin to see through what you float above.

Yet to be baptized/capsized in this water is to embrace all the contradictions that is life itself.  Why not come up from this water drenched and cold and gasping to proclaim, “But I was once a princess!”

Rising to take your crown from the ringed gnarls of the centuries old cypress, never too old to feel the verve of yet another Springtime. Unencumbered.

Amish Take the Beach at Dawn

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Where I live in rural SW Wisconsin there is not much diversity unless you count the Amish.  They mostly keep to themselves and the rest of us respect their privacy and appreciate that we live in a country where we are “Free to worship.”  The Merry Green Marvel carried six Amish parents and their 19 children on a night drive from their farms in Wisconsin down through Chicago to SW Michigan.  It’s late August and the work of planting and tending to crops has been given a two day pause before the fields begin to golden as they move toward harvest.  I remember this time of year when my folks scraped enough money together back in 1966 and loaded four of their children into a Chevy Impala. Sustaining ourselves on bologna sandwiches and braunschweiger with saltines we made it out of the tall corn country of Iowa and lifted our gaze to the wonders of Yellowstone.

As the bus driver for this Marvel bus, I get to feel the thrill of this lifted gaze over and over as adventures unfold, trip after trip.  Imagine waking these dear Amish folks who strive to be “plain” so as to give God the greater glory. From their sleeper coach beds they rise with the first bend of light over the Easterly horizon.  They gather up the babies and little ones and move as one across the beach to feel the power of Lake Michigan wave to land. There was no scattering with each child answering their own call to thrill. They stood together as is their way, well before others arrived with towels, beach chairs and tanning lotion.  Their lifted gaze took in the pink blush painting the edges of Great Lake clouds as the sun pushed the brush.

Hearts full we went onto the farmhouse where many families had gathered for this reunion.  Men kissed men. Women kissed women as is the tradition of the “Holy Kiss” to convey the joy of being in fellowship.  I was invited to join them to sing in the basement of the farm house. Relieved that I didn’t have to have a bowl haircut to join I cleared my voice.  We sang hymns from a hymn book with women and girls on one side and men and boys on the other. Anyone could call out a song and page number and we would all join in.

I remember the tingle of being under my dad’s arm on a boat ride on Jenny Lake looking up at the Gran Tetons.  I feel that same tingle here in the farmhouse basement singing with the Amish. Male voices holding the bottom steady and the feminine soaring above forming a holy confluence flowing as one out of the basement out into the Michigan blueberry fields “Precious memories, unseen angels sent from somewhere to my soul...how they linger, how they ever flood my soul…”  It is good to get together.